LOS ANGELES – Britney Spears’ extremely anticipated memoir “The Woman in Me” will probably be launched Tuesday, revealing the pop celebrity’s private tackle occasions which have performed out publicly in her a long time as one of the scrutinized figures in American life, together with personal moments that she beforehand saved underneath wraps.

The guide, which The Related Press obtained a replica of Thursday, particulars her childhood and rise to stardom, alongside together with her marriages, her nearly-14-year courtroom conservatorship and even a quick point out of a July incident the place she was hit within the face by safety for NBA participant Victor Wembanyama.

A lot of “The Woman in Me” focuses on the daddy and sons, the husbands and boyfriends, who’ve dominated her life, for higher and for worse. A number of chapters are dedicated to her relationship with Justin Timberlake, together with deeply private particulars a couple of being pregnant, abortion and painful breakup. In others she chronicles her custody struggle with ex-husband Kevin Federline, and the way it fueled what was considered as a public meltdown.

Spears speaks a lot much less of current occasions, making no point out of her pending divorce from Sam Asghari, whom she describes as holding her hand whereas she addressed a choose throughout a key listening to that freed her from courtroom management in 2021.

Within the opening dedication, she writes merely, “For my boys, who are the loves of my life.”

Listed here are a few of the particulars revealed in “The Woman in Me”:


For a interval on the flip of the millennium, Spears and Timberlake had been America’s it couple. As Spears writes, they had been in love — however purity was a facade. “There were a couple of times during our relationship when I knew Justin had cheated on me. Especially because I was so infatuated and so in love, I let it go, even though the tabloids seemed determined to rub my face in it,” she writes.

Though Spears was painted within the press because the untrue one, she says she solely stepped out on the connection as soon as, to kiss choreographer Wade Robson, confirming a long-speculated rumor.

She additionally writes of her being pregnant and Timberlake’s dismay, first reported in excerpts printed by Individuals earlier this week.

“I’m sure people will hate me for this, but I agreed not to have the baby. Abortion was something I never could have imagined choosing for myself, but given the circumstances, that is what we did,” she writes.

They determined she wouldn’t go to a health care provider or hospital: “It was important that no one find out about the pregnancy or the abortion, which meant doing everything at home,” she writes, including that they didn’t inform her household.

She describes the bodily ache of the treatment abortion as “excruciating.”

“I kept crying and sobbing until it was all over,” she writes. “It took hours, and I don’t remember how it ended, but I do, twenty years later, remember the pain of it, and the fear.”


The track that launched Spears’ solo profession, “…Baby One More Time” was immediately impressed by Tender Cell’s “Tainted Love.” Spears was listening to it the evening earlier than she was getting in to file with famed Swedish producer Max Martin (who Spears describes merely as “magic.”) She needed to imitate the English synthpop duo’s sound, so she stayed up late, giving her voice the fried, raspy tone that may turn into iconic.

The idea for the music video, too, was her thought. Jive Information needed her to “play a futuristic astronaut,” she writes. “I told the executives at the label that I thought people would want to see my friends and me sitting at school, bored, and then as soon as the bell rang, boom—we’d start dancing.”


She says Timberlake broke up together with her by way of textual content message whereas making his 2002 solo debut album, “Justified.”

“He started being very standoffish with me. I think that was because he’d decided to use me as ammunition for his record, and so it made it awkward for him to be around me staring at him with all that affection and devotion,” she writes.

Within the interval following the breakup, Spears turned remoted, writing that she skilled ‘serious social anxiety.’

She found herself living in an apartment alone in New York for a few months, rarely leaving. (One of her few visitors? Madonna, who dreamt up their 2003 kiss at the MTV Video Music Awards as a reclamation of personal autonomy.)

Not long after, Spears felt pressured by her father to do what would become an infamous interview with Diane Sawyer, in which the host pushed her to explain what she did to Justin Timberlake to cause him “so much pain.”

“I felt like I had been exploited,” she writes, “set up in front of the whole world.”

Representatives for Timberlake did not respond to messages seeking comment.


In 2004, Spears married dancer Kevin Federline and they had two sons together. After the children were born, she says she suffered from perinatal depression, displaying symptoms of sadness, anxiety and fatigue.

“Being a new mom is challenge enough without trying to do everything under a microscope,” she writes. “With Kevin away so much, no one was around to see me spiral—except every paparazzo in America.”

The couple divorced in 2007.


Spears describes what she calls a “SWAT team” bursting into a bathroom where she was holding 16-month-old son Jayden, instead of returning him to Federline as required. The moment in January 2008 led to her being hospitalized on a 72-hour psychiatric hold and was a major factor in the establishment of a court conservatorship that took over her life.

She said that amid a custody battle, she felt that Federline and his lawyers were keeping her kids from her for longer and longer stretches. She had already put 2-year-old Sean Preston in the car of a security guard who had come to get him when she became “terrified that I wouldn’t get the youngsters once more if I gave them again.”

That’s when she fled to the lavatory.

“I just couldn’t let him go. I didn’t want anyone taking my baby,” she writes. “Before I knew what was happening, a SWAT team in black suits burst through the bathroom door as if I’d hurt someone.”

An lawyer for Federline didn’t instantly reply to an e-mail looking for remark.


Different moments in her slide towards the conservatorship turned had been something however personal, and Spears provides her take with a level of emotion beforehand saved in test by these surrounding her.

She says she shaved her personal head at a Los Angeles salon as an act of riot towards the media, the paparazzi, and her household, who anticipated her to behave like a reasonably and correct pop star regardless that she was “out of my mind with grief” over the custody battle.

“Shaving my head was a way of saying to the world: F—- you,” she writes.”

A couple of days later at a fuel station, she attacked the automotive of a photographer with an umbrella.

She writes the person wouldn’t cease taunting her and asking her “terrible” questions, together with the way it felt not seeing her youngsters, as he smirked, at “one of the worst moments in my whole life.” She says he was clearly making an attempt to impress a response, and to her remorse she gave him one.

“You can’t even do any damage with an umbrella,” she says. “It was a desperate move by a desperate person.”


When the courtroom established the conservatorship in February of 2008, Spears mentioned her father, with the ability of legislation behind him, established absolute management over her life selections and funds, at one level even telling her, “I’m Britney Spears now.”

Spears says he pressured her to interrupt up with the photographer he had been relationship, and subjected anybody else she needed thus far to in depth background checks. She mentioned he persistently advised her she seemed fats, and put the workers that surrounded her on strict directions to not permit her any unapproved meals.

However she mentioned she felt that from the beginning the association existed in order that he might pay himself handsomely, whereas her allowance left her hardly in a position to purchase dinner for her dancers.

“He’s always been all about the money,” she writes.

An lawyer for Spears’s father declined remark. However James Spears has mentioned in a number of courtroom filings that he solely ever acted in her greatest curiosity.

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