Angus Cloud‘s mom, Lisa Cloud, reminisced about her son and his final days before his death on July 31, in a new interview with PEOPLE. The doting parent was looking over things in the late actor’s bed room, which was reportedly full of graffiti-covered partitions that he created, when she talked about him fondly. “He was so beautiful and creative,” she mentioned. “He loved his home and he loved this little, tiny room.”
After pointing to a paint-splattered wood desk within the room, she paused earlier than revealing, “This is where my boy passed away.” Angus, whose first title was Conor, was discovered slumped over at his desk by his mom on the fateful day he died on the age of 25. It was later revealed he had suffered from acute intoxication from an unintended drug overdose. Fentanyl, benzodiazepines, that are each depressant medicine, in addition to cocaine and methamphetamine have been present in his system.
“I started shaking him and screaming.” Lisa recalled by tears, in regards to the stunning and horrible second. “I pushed him hard, and he fell on the floor. I tried to resuscitate him — mouth to mouth — and I was compressing him. I was screaming for my neighbor because I didn’t want to leave him and call 911, and I just kept at it until they took him away.”
After wiping away extra tears, she added, “I miss him so much. He was the love of my life.”
So far as Angus’ explanation for loss of life, Lisa defined how the medicine present in his system slowed down his physique. “It was predominantly the central nervous system depressants. It started to slow his heart and slow his breathing,” she defined. “He got tired from lack of oxygen. Everything just slowed down, and eventually his heart stopped and he went to sleep. But he didn’t kill himself.”
She additionally touched on the massive quantity of affection and assist she’s obtained from his followers and pals. “He went out at his total power, his total beauty, his total influence, and the reaction that everyone has had is very moving to me,” she mentioned. “You know, he’s not just an actor who overdosed. He was a beautiful soul, and that’s why people miss him so much.”
Angus’ loss of life occurred simply over two months after his father, Conor Hickey, had handed away from most cancers. The Euphoria star was reportedly having a tough time with grief after the loss, and per week earlier than his loss of life, he unfold his father’s ashes in Eire along with his household, together with his twin sisters Molly and Fiona. “My son and his twin sisters were deeply grieving about their dad,” Lisa shared. “They were all devastated.”
Simply two weeks earlier than his loss of life, Angus took to Instagram to share a photograph of his dad, which may be seen above. “miss u breh,” he wrote within the caption. The day earlier than his passing, nevertheless, Lisa mentioned he was in first rate spirits. His Uncle Kevin Cloud helped him transfer a loveseat out of his bed room to the entrance porch and he swapped it for a bookcase from the basement. He additionally put his late grandfather, Dr. Preston Cloud‘s ashes on the mantle. “I was the one of the last people to see him alive,” Kevin additionally advised PEOPLE. “We spent about four hours of his last afternoon together. It was an easy and happy time. He seemed supremely fit and healthy. The last thing I said to him was, ‘God, you are beautiful.’”
Angus’ closing hours have been spent portray a skateboard and heading out to the town along with his buddy, Daniel Aguilera, to spray paint a memorial for his or her buddy who died from a fentanyl overdose six years prior. Daniel revealed they completed round 4 a.m. and thinks Angus didn’t begin utilizing till he went again residence. Earlier within the night, the gifted star additionally wished his mom a goodnight, which ended up being his final phrases to her. “I love you, mama. You’re the best,” he mentioned. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
